cOLoUR eVErYwHErE

Used to seeing black and white
never really in between
waiting for the love of my life
to come into my dreams
everything is shades of gray
never really blues or green

needed someone else to turn to
someone who could help me learn to see
all the beauty that was waiting for me

(Chorus)
you, you put the blue back in the sky
you put the rainbow in my eyes
a silver lining in my prayers
and now there's colour everywhere

you put the red back in the rule
just when I needed it the most
you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere
evrywhere

my life is so predictable
never any mystery
but ever since you shined the light
all of that was history
now I have a hand to hold
and a reason to believe
there's someone in my life worth living for
i was hanging around just wishing on a star
to put the happiness back in my heart and...

(-Chorus-)

you care and now there's colour everywhere

left those hazy days behind me
never to return again
now they're just a fading memory
coz baby it's all so clear to see
the beauty that is waiting there for me

(-Chorus-)

you came along to show you care
and now there's colour everywhere

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This is the perfect song na makakapagdescribe sa time na dumating sa buhay ko si Pings (nickname ng first, last and only boyfriend ko na ngayon ay husband ko na). In my High School days kasi hanggang crush lang ako. Medyo conservative pa ang mga High School sa panahon na yon unlike now, marunong na silang gumamit ng cosmetics at madalas ay may mga jowa na rin sila at a young age. Kaya nga siguro for my entire High School days isa lang nanligaw sa kin kasi naman neneng nene pa ako non, hehe.

Anyway, going back to my own love story, nakakatawa kasi to tell you the truth, tinutukso ko siya (Pings) sa younger sister ko. Actually, hindi lang pala sa sister ko pati dun sa isang cousin ko dahil barkada lang ang turing ko sa kanya. Kaya naman pala everytime na pinapaamin ko siya kung sino sa dalawa ang type nya, e hindi sumasagot ang loko. Yun pala sa akin siya may HD (Hidden Desire) hehe. Nung malaman ko yon, medyo nailang ako but whenever we are with my cousins syempre I still treat him the same way, as one of my kabarkada.

Sa totoo lang nung magtanong sya kung pwedi syang manligaw sabi ko hindi dahil hindi ako papayagan ng tatay ko. But then as days go by, unti-unting nadevelop ang feelings ko for him. Lalo na dahil sobrang kalog siya. Palagi nya akong napapatawa.

I don't know kung paano ko sasabihin sa tatay ko na gusto kong sagutin na si Pings. Kaya ang ginawa ko I asked my younger sister na sabihin sa tatay ko na makikipagboyfriend nako. And yun nga sinabi nga ng sister ko sa tatay ko, pinatawag ako ng tatay ko at kinausap nya ako. He told me na he understand how i feel dahil pinagdaanan na rin nya yon.

So yon pinayagan naman ako ng tatay ko pero he asked me to bring him (Pings) to our house muna. Ganun na nga ang ginawa ko, sabi ko kay Pings punta kami sa bahay dahil gusto syang makausap ng tatay ko. Habang kausap ang tatay ko iisipin mong tagalog talaga si Pings dahil sobrang diretso ng pagsasalita nya at hindi mo iisipin na kapampangan sya. Siguro dahil ninyerbyos siya sa tatay ko, haha.

At yun nga naging "kami" officially, September 07, 2001. Ang talaga sarap ng feeling ng may nagmamahal at nagcacare sayo noh? But you also have to be ready because not all the time, maganda ang maeexpirience mo pag LOVE na pinaguusapan. Not all the time na inlove ka e rainbow colors ang makikita mo everywhere, sad but true pero pwedi rin maging bluer than blue ang buhay mo dahil sa pagmamahal.